仿佛是部落客的习惯，总在每一年的年尾，为自己在一年来的
得与失、忘记与遗忘的东西，给记录下来。
再一次打开我为08年写下的点滴，那个心情我也只能记住，不能保持了。
虽然字数篇幅不多，很多事情在当下没被我一一记录下来，
但是自己都还是会记得的。

仿佛像一场梦，这一年来。
被困在梦中你会觉得很多事情都变得很恐怖，放大的恐怖，而且真实。
从跌倒，到彷徨，到重生，然后遗憾，现在的我都会告诉自己：不重要了。
梦醒了，什么都不是了。

“今年还真不是好的一年啊”
今天与友人出去的时候我这样开玩笑说的，内心却还这样的揪着。
自己很清楚，失去的很多，可是这些都不会被浪费掉。
今年是我在人格建造上很重要的里程碑，失去却为我带来一个全新的自己。

所谓全新的自己，对我而言不单单是换一种心态，
还包括换一种生活方式，从内到外。
也许在很多人看来我的选择并不好，但是对我而言是最合适的。

唯一不变的是，还是我一贯的写作风格。

changes is when the day passed by,the old thing replaced by new thing,
if not has some proofs,we wont remember the past matter.

when we busy chasing something,didn't aware the time had gone,
when we awake suddenly,notice that the peoples surround us had gone also.

the past cannot return.
don't know start from which day,you was not you again,she is not she again more,and we even don't that day we start changed is which day.

Am I right?

I comment on one 988's Dj facebook,said that
以前看起来很重要的东西，现在一点都无所谓了。
this sentence conclude all the matter happened on this year.

hmm,give an example,
regard to this statement:有些人还是不见面好 I really cannot accept.
so I promise myself,don't let this disappear.
The feelings of the moment,Im just merely able to remember,
but no way to hold it.

I am still glad about the happy hour we get along with,
but I wont want it more,my friends and who I beloved.
perhaps we changed too much.
过去的，就把它放在心底，偶尔怀念，然后感慨，然后遗憾。
即使过了很久很久，还是一样。