Actually I does not like to blogging.
I does not like to writing my own sadness and mood.
nobody like to read such words.
how many the viewers can understand? no one.
I just keep satisfying some people curiosity only.
I'm naked in front of them.

I don't want be like that.
I rather they just believe what they saw,it's enough.
I realize the I don't want let others to understand,
just to escape from the sympathetic or any judgment on me.

afraid myself been see thoroughly;
afraid my pretend cannot continue;
and afraid I can't stay in clam anymore.

maybe just treat blogging as a sharing,
everything will be better.